ആസക്തിയുടെ അഗ്നിനാളങ്ങൾ 4

N¼nNp«³.sWäv b_ªSÃ.AknsX Sp_¶p NnX¡p¶Sp Wo {l±n¨nsöp N^pSn HmÀ½s¸Xp¯n]Sm tfmsa..AÃmsS Mm³ tWm¡n]SÃ
tWm¡n]m`pw FWn¡p tbXn]nÃAN¯pÅsSm¶pw Nm\nà Mm³ gZvZn C«n«p*v.
Fsâ B hwhm^w A¨WngvXs¸s«¶p tSm¶p¶p A¨³ In^n¨p sNm*p hwhm^w Np_¨p NqXn tNän¸nXn¨p
Wo sSänV^n¡^pSp Wo Fsâ f^pfNasÃ..gZvZn CÃmsS N*m`pw FWns¡m¶pw tSm¶nà Asæn Wo Nm\n¨p tWm¡v.
B ASp sNmÅmw As¸m gZvZn CÃmsS Nm\mWn^n¡pkms\m. A¿X MmWn¸w Nm\n¨p S^mw NÅs¯½mXn.B ASp Na Fsâ Nms`m¶p WnkÀ¯n]pw fX¡n]pw S^mskm Asæns`Wn¡p Wms` dmSv _qfn`n^n¡m³ bänÃ.Cs¸m Ss¶ l^n¡p bän]nà tW^s¯ bNpSn Wn¶p sNm*m H¶nWp tbm]Sp.
Wnsâ Nm C¸ l^n]m¡nS^mw. F¶p b_ªp sNm*¨³ Fsâ NmÂ¡Ä k¶n^p¶p sNm*p bmU¯n bnXn¨p bnt¶m«p SÅn Fsâ fp«p fX¡n.
iu F¶p tkUW sNm*p bpa]p¶Sp tbms` AenW]n¨p.ASp kn«¨³ AXp¯ Nm`pw A§sW Ss¶ sI]vSp.At¸mtj¡pw Ip^nUmÀ Fsâ A^]nt`¡p ko\n^p¶p.gZvZn]psX C`mhvänNv fpS Smtj¡v Fsâ gZvZn fm{Ssf D*m]n^p¶pÅp At¸msjm^p Sp\n]m]n«v.MmsWm¶pw b_]m¯Sp sNm*p A¨Wp bqÀ\ hzmS{´yfm]n^p¶p bns¶ Fsâ Nm`p fX¡p¶p WnkÀ¯p¶p.Wo«n¸nXn¨p sbm¡p¶p ^*p Nm`pw H¶n¨p sbm¡p¶p ^*p Nm`pw AN¯p¶p sim Np_¨p tW^w ASp Ss¶]m]n^p¶p A¨sâ b\n.At¸msjms¡ Fsâ gZvZn]n`m]n^p¶p A¨vsâ N¶p fpjpk³.H«NSvänsâ Nm`Xn¸mXp tbms` gZvZn¡pÅn Fsâ bqÀ¨`nsâ knXkp A¨Wp l^n¡pw Nm\mfm]n^p¶p.CX¡nX¡p km]n skÅfq_n]Sp sNm*m]n^n¡pw DfnWo^p NpXnIv’n_¡p¶Sp N*p.bnt¶]pw A¨sW sNmSn¸n¡mWm]n Mm³ ssN sNm*p Fsâ gZvZn¡p bp^¯p sk¨p bq_p f_¨p bnXn¨p sNm*p A¨tWmXp tImUn¨p.
A¨m FkntX¡m Cu tWm¡p¶Sp..AknXp¶p Ns®Xp¡p¶nÃsÃm.. ..F´pkm AknXn{S Nm\m\pÅSp.
At¿mXn tfmsa MmW_n]msS tWm¡nt¸m]Sm..C§sW N*m B^]m`pw tWm¡nt¸mNnsà Wo sSänV^n¡^pSp tfmsa
FWn¡p h^n¡pw tUgyw k¶n«p b_ªp..HmH Npt_ tW^fm]sÃm F´p b_ªm`pwsSänV^n¡^pSp tfmsa sSänV^n¡^pSp tfmsa Wo sSänV^n¡^pSp tNs«m.. …. ..CWn B km¡p fn*n]m SoÀ¨]m]pw Mm³ sSänV^n¡pN]pw sI¿pw Nm`p bnXp¯w fSn]m¡nA¨sW _qfo¶p HmXn¨p knXpAN]pw sI¿pw.
s¿m MmWnWn fn*p¶nà tbms^ F¶pw b_ª¨³ km koÀ¸n¨p AX¨p bnXn¨p At¸mjpw Fsâ Nm`N¯n¸nXn¡ps¼m Fsâ SpX]nXp¡nt`¡p bnt¶w bman tWm¡nsNm*v bns¶ Fs¶ tWm¡pw N¼nNp«³.sWäv