ആസക്തിയുടെ അഗ്നിനാളങ്ങൾ 4

N¼nNp«³.sWäv tSman sk¨v Fsâ k]_nWp tft`¡p AfÀ¯n¸nXn¨p sNm*p fp«p fX¡n.bns¶ fsä¡m`pw A§sW sI]vSp.ASnWp tlgw ^*p Nm`pw H^pfn¨p A§sW sI]vSp sNm*p b^fmkVn bnXn¨N¯n.sim At¸mj¨sâ fpsfm¶p Nm\\fm]n^p¶p.Fsâ bq_nSapNÄ knNhn¨N¶p Wn¡ps¼m N´p bp_t¯¡p SÅn S` Wo«n Wn¡p¶ NmjvI A¨sW kÃmsS Atkle^nSWm¡n.AknX¶p Ns®Xp¡msS A§sW Ss¶ bnXn¨p sk¨p A¨³ fSn]mtkmaw N*psNm*n^p¶p.MmWpw N^pSn A¨Wp tk* tbms` N*p sNmSn SoÀ¡s« F¶p.Np_¨p tW^f§sW Sp_¶p bnXn¨p sNm*p Wn¶s¸m Mm³ N®p Sp_¶n«p tImUn¨p.
A¨m FknX CknsXm¶pfsà Bap .C§sW bnXn¨p skt¨m*n^p¶m Fsâ Nm`p Nj¡¯nsÃ..tWm¡¯nsöp b_ªn«nSp ks^ N*p fSn]m]nsÃ.
ASp tfmsa..F¶p b_ªp SpX§n]t¸mjp*p A¨sâ km]n Wn¶pw sksÅw bp_t¯¡p sS_n¨p.DXsW Ss¶ A¨³ dm¡n]pÅSp NpXn¨n_¡n.
ASp l^n N*p N*p km]n skÅfq_n]sÃm..sNm¨p§ap b`im^w tWm¡n sNmSnskÅfn_¡p¶Sp tbms` D*sÃm ..A¨Wn{S¡p sNmSn]ms\m FtâSp Nm\m³.
ASp WnW¡p b_ªm fWÊn`mNnà tfmsa..A½nWn]ptXSp N*p lo`n¨ FWn¡nSp Nm\ps¼m kngfw tSm¶p¶p. FWn¡nSp tbms`ms^®w hz´m]n«nÃsÃm Ft¶mÀ¯p tbm]S tfmsa.BUyfm]n«m kXn¨p Wà kr¯n]pÅSp Nm\p¶Sp..ASp sNm*m MmWn§sW tWm¡n Wn¶Sp..tfmsat¶mXp bn\§sà tUgys¸XpN]pf^pSp ..A¨Wp kÃm¯ sNmSn]m]n« Fs´ms¡s]m A^pSm¯Sp In´n¨p ASm km]n skÅfq_n]Sp.
Mm³ tUgys¸XmWpw bn\§mWpw k^p¶nà .A{S sNmSn]ms\¦n A¨³ Ns*m..sNmSn Sos^ Ns*m Npj¸fnÃ.CX¡ms^¦n`pw tN_nk^ptfm¶m Fsâ tbXn.
B^pw tN_n k^¯nà tfmsa Mm³ NSsNms¡ AX¨p Npän]n«n«p*v..k^p¶Sp A_n]p¶km^ms\¦n`pw sdÃXnt¨mapw.
As¸m FÃmw tW^s¯ thcm¡n skivtI¡pkm AsÃ..B^pw k^nsöp_¸ps*¦n A¨³ Ns*m Mm³ N®X¨n^n¡mw .Bknly¯nWp Nt*m\w .bns¶ H^kh^w Mm³ S^nà tNs«m.
fSn tfmsa ASpfSn .CSp Ss¶ Vm^maw.tfmsa MmWXp¯p sk¨p Nt*ms«.tfmsa
A¨WngvXfpÅSp tbms` Nm\p..A¨sâ B{Piw H^p f^ptfmÄ¡p hmVn¨p S^m³ Njn]\fsÃm.
Fsâ Nm`p ^*pw AN¯n¡p¯n sk¸n¨n«p A¨sW Fsâ Nm`nWnX]nt`¡p tWm¡ns¡m*p Nfnjv¶p NnX¶p Fsâ bq_nWXp¯p sk¨p tWm¡p¶Sp N*p ..CA{S]pw tW^w sNm*p MmWpw Wà NXn fq¯n^n¡pkm^p¶p.At¶^fm\p A¨³ Fsâ bq_nSapNan bnXn¨p sfsà k`n¨N¯n]Sp.
sim Fsâ tI¨o A¨WSn bnXn¨s¸m Fs´m H^p hmVWw Fsâ l^o^fmsN HmXn WX¡p¶Sp tbms` F¶n«sSms¡ N¼nNp«³.sWäv